If you don't like it, sue me.
This particular blog is going to be focusing on the future.
I signed the lease for my apartment today. I can officially move in on 15 August 2010. Just being in the office and signing all of the paperwork made me realize how ridiculously real this is all becoming. I never actually thought about signing shit; I guess I assumed that we would just move in. The fact that we signed all the stuff today is mindboggling because now I have to think about what I want for my room and the kitchen. Have to buy plates and other necessities. I also have to get a job, but hopefully I am close to getting one.
Another crazy face that hit me is that I'll be 20 next year. How ridiculous is that? I never thought that I'd live to be 20. I never got past my teens in my mind when I was younger. 20 was always an unattainable age that didn't seem to happen. Gah, I feel really old thinking about the ages of my siblings and me. Growing up is not something I necessarily want to do, but I know that I have to. I'm kinda nervous about growing up because there are so many things that I haven't learned or experienced. Same thing goes for school. I know that I want to have a career in Forensic Psychology, but I don't know if I have the drive to make it as one. Getting into grad school is not an easy task, and I most definitely have to get in if I want to make a living. I can only hope that I do have the drive to become a doctor in my chosen field of study.
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