Good Day.

So today was graduation.
And I got a car.
Which makes today a good day.

I'm happy.
=]

Thoughts.

I found a paper with the names of some cars on it.
My dad apparently is doing research on different cars, but all of the cars he had written down are not to my liking.
This makes me discouraged because he has put me in a terrible position.

If I say that I don't like any of the cars he chooses, I'll look like a ungrateful bitch, when I'm not.
If I agree with a hideous car, I'm stuck with it.

I lose either way.

I mean, is it too much to ask for him to ask my opinion so we can collaborate?
I sent him an email about the Chevrolet Aveo and I saw on his computer some evidence that he has looked at some Aveos.
But I don't think he took my request seriously, because an Aveo is not on his list.

This whole situation is pissing me off and stressing me out.
It needs to be over, and he needs to get me an Aveo.
=]

The Scrutiny of Life.

I've decided that I'm going to take my time and examine my life as a whole.
I have no real reason as to why I'm embarking on this perilous journey into my psyche, except that it's time for me to face the truth.

Personality Wise
I'm quite weird; I'd prefer a good book and some music over a person any day of the week.
I am not your average teenager and I'm glad that I'm not like the masses of my generation. Bunch of fucking idiots, if you ask me.
I don't go to parties, I don't drink nor do drugs.
(I have never done any drug and refuse to lower my intelligence by using some stupid drug; I have no respect for someone who uses drugs. If you use drugs, stay the fuck away from me. Seriously.)
I'm probably what most would call a "goody two shoes" because I hardly ever get in trouble and haven't been grounded since I was like 9. I just prefer not to be in trouble; it wastes too much energy.

Physically
Yeah, I'm fat.
Not obese or anything, but definitely sorta overweight. I need to start working out and cutting back on my eating habits.
In all honesty, I'm not very pretty. I truly think that my look is unique compared to every other girl I see.
I just have a really ugly body, and prefer to wear clothes at all times. I sometimes feel uncomfortable when people touch me. It's kinda weird.

I'm the kid that no one notices until after a couple months or a year or something.
It's not that I don't want to be around other people, it's just that no one takes the time to get to know the real me. Very few people have, and I'm glad they did.
People don't hang around me enough to break down the barrier I put around myself. I always have up a front when it comes to people I don't know well.

I'm never going to be the uber-skinny, mega popular girl that most teens aspire to be.
I'm completely fine with this. I have never wanted to be the girl everyone wants to be like.
That's not who I am.

I am Kelly Erin Garrett.
And no one else.

future.

I'm kinda feeling doubtful right about now.
I'm back to thinking about what I usually think about.
Cars.

Right now, I seriously think that my parents are not going to get me a car for graduation because they haven't taken me to see any or to test drive any. Which kinda pisses me off.

I mean, my brother got a car for his graduation, and he was a terrible student.
I, on the other hand, am a good student and even finished school a week early, and may not get a car.
How much bullshit is that?

Regardless of what happens in the next weeks, I'm going to get a car this summer and take it to Charlotte with me.
If I don't have a car by graduation, I'm going to straight up ask them whether or not I should expect a car from them or not.
Because if not, I'm going to the bank to get a loan and I'm going to get me a damn car.

It really sucks not having my own car.
I can't do half of the stuff I want to do, because I have to ask to use the manvan.
Yes, I said MANVAN.
I drive an effing minivan.

It's really whatever though.
I'm kinda praying that my dad takes me out to look at cars today, considering that today is the last Saturday before graduation.
Probably not, but I can always hope, right?

end...

So, today was my last day of high school.
I'm finally done.
AND
I don't have to take any of my exams.
Thank God for exemptions.
=]


I'm just going to chill until graduation practice next week.
Which is a good plan, I think.