mhmm.

I haven't written in a couple days, so I decided to.
Not much has happened, but that's normal.
My life, as one may realize, is very very very boring.
Seriously.

But I am thinking about getting a tattoo this weekend or next weekend.
I have it all designed too, which excites me to no end.
What I want is pretty sweet; or at least I think so.

I want to have symbols for the four elements (water, fire, earth and wind) on my lower forearm. It'll be sweet.
Whenever I get it done, I'll post a picture.
=]

On another note, I HATE As I Lay Dying by William Faulkner. The whole goddamn book doesn't make any sense. How in the hell did he win a Nobel Prize for Literature?
Maybe it's just this book. Maybe his other books are decent.
But I digress.

fml.

I really need to contemplate my life.

Today I saw something that made me realize just how miserably terrible I am at anything romantic.

This guy that works with me, who is crazy by the way, has a new girlfriend.

HE JUST FUCKING HAD A DIFFERENT ONE LESS THAN TWO WEEKS AGO.
WHAT THE FUCK!?

Why in the hell haven't I found anyone?
Maybe I'm just super unattractive or something, but it has been this way since forever.
I honestly don't know what the problem is. Do I have a scrambly face or something? Am I uber fat or smelly or something? I have NO idea.

For some dumb reason, I am not attractive at my high school, but in the real world, I am I guess.
I always seem to get the most creeper guys to hit on me or outright stare at me. It was flattering at first, but now it's just creepy beyond all reason.
Does that make any fucking sense at all?
No, it does not.


The only real flaw that I can think of is that I don't really socialize as much as I could in school. But I really don't care about 75% of my school or what they think.
It's not that I have a bad personality, I just don't feel like talking to people because I hate people. Seriously. I hate people.

Whatever. I just need to focus on AP exams and graduating. Then I'm done with high school.

God damn it can't come soon enough.

Huh...

I got a new laptop two days ago.
Well, actually it was for my dad but he got his old computer fixed.
I don't know why he chose that one over a brand new one.
I won't question it though.
His loss, my gain.

And I definitely know that God hates me.
Here's why: If he didn't absolutely abhor me, I would have gotten a car today.
My dad found a really cute Volkswagen Beetle, BUT OF COURSE IT WAS ALREADY FUCKING SOLD.
That shit pisses me off.
WHY GOD?!

Eff.

So listen to this shit.
I am scheduled to work fucking 12-8 on Sunday.
Which is Easter, by the way.

What the fuck?!
I'm NOT going. I don't care if they get mad.
I mean I wouldn't mind working a few hours, but all day?
Fuck that shit.

Other than that, my lip is healing nicely. Except that it gets crusty, which is kinda gross.
Whatevs.

B-day bliss...

IT'S MY BIRTHDAY, BITCHES.
So I got spiderbites today. (They look awesome by the way.)
When I got pierced, it hurt much less than I thought it would and there isn't much pain right now. Just a little soreness and swelling. Not bad at all.

My parents reacted much different than I imagined. I thought there would be a whole lecture on how I disobeyed them and shit, but they were surprisingly chill about it. All my dad really said was that he knew I was going to do something like this, but it was my choice, so whatever. My mom only said that she didn't like it at all.

I've had a pretty good 18th birthday. I can't really complain about anything, except that I have to go to work at 8. Which sucks so much balls.

Whatevs.
=]

Ah...

Well so far everything is going according to plan, but I cannot be absolutely sure that it will on Saturday.
Hopefully..

I'm pretty sure that I'm going to get spiderbites. Either that or my nose.
I'll just have to decide by Saturday. And apparently you do not have to make an appointment to get piercings; you just walk in and they do what needs to be done.

I think that my parents will be a little mad, but it's not like it will be permanent or anything. Piercings can always heal up after a while.
I just want to get something that is different and people notice fairly quickly. I do not care what they have to say. Everyone is entitled to his or her own opinion. They just need to keep it to themselves.

=]

Uh...

So, I think that I figured out what to do about the whole tattoo situation.
I think that I'll get a piercing on Saturday, and if the shop has an opening, get a tattoo. It may not be the one that I wanted, but at least it'll be a tattoo.

Now I just have to decide on what piercing I want to get. I think that I'll get my tongue or spiderbites. It's a toss up, really. I still have to make an appointment, though. The only problem is that I don't know how I'm going to get around my mom and go. I need to make the appointment as soon as possible.

If all doesn't go according to plan, then this will be the worst birthday I've ever had. Seriously.