The Scrutiny of Life.

I've decided that I'm going to take my time and examine my life as a whole.
I have no real reason as to why I'm embarking on this perilous journey into my psyche, except that it's time for me to face the truth.

Personality Wise
I'm quite weird; I'd prefer a good book and some music over a person any day of the week.
I am not your average teenager and I'm glad that I'm not like the masses of my generation. Bunch of fucking idiots, if you ask me.
I don't go to parties, I don't drink nor do drugs.
(I have never done any drug and refuse to lower my intelligence by using some stupid drug; I have no respect for someone who uses drugs. If you use drugs, stay the fuck away from me. Seriously.)
I'm probably what most would call a "goody two shoes" because I hardly ever get in trouble and haven't been grounded since I was like 9. I just prefer not to be in trouble; it wastes too much energy.

Physically
Yeah, I'm fat.
Not obese or anything, but definitely sorta overweight. I need to start working out and cutting back on my eating habits.
In all honesty, I'm not very pretty. I truly think that my look is unique compared to every other girl I see.
I just have a really ugly body, and prefer to wear clothes at all times. I sometimes feel uncomfortable when people touch me. It's kinda weird.

I'm the kid that no one notices until after a couple months or a year or something.
It's not that I don't want to be around other people, it's just that no one takes the time to get to know the real me. Very few people have, and I'm glad they did.
People don't hang around me enough to break down the barrier I put around myself. I always have up a front when it comes to people I don't know well.

I'm never going to be the uber-skinny, mega popular girl that most teens aspire to be.
I'm completely fine with this. I have never wanted to be the girl everyone wants to be like.
That's not who I am.

I am Kelly Erin Garrett.
And no one else.