future.

I'm kinda feeling doubtful right about now.
I'm back to thinking about what I usually think about.
Cars.

Right now, I seriously think that my parents are not going to get me a car for graduation because they haven't taken me to see any or to test drive any. Which kinda pisses me off.

I mean, my brother got a car for his graduation, and he was a terrible student.
I, on the other hand, am a good student and even finished school a week early, and may not get a car.
How much bullshit is that?

Regardless of what happens in the next weeks, I'm going to get a car this summer and take it to Charlotte with me.
If I don't have a car by graduation, I'm going to straight up ask them whether or not I should expect a car from them or not.
Because if not, I'm going to the bank to get a loan and I'm going to get me a damn car.

It really sucks not having my own car.
I can't do half of the stuff I want to do, because I have to ask to use the manvan.
Yes, I said MANVAN.
I drive an effing minivan.

It's really whatever though.
I'm kinda praying that my dad takes me out to look at cars today, considering that today is the last Saturday before graduation.
Probably not, but I can always hope, right?