yah.

I'm so excited about this week.
Er, well about Friday.

On Friday, I get three things:
1. my yearbook
2. I get to leave school early, after Awards Day
3. I get my extensions in my hair.
It's going to be a good day. At least I hope it will be.


On another note, I'm also excited about college.
I want to move in and get started with my life in Charlotte.
But I'm also a little pissed off.
My parents are so weird; my mom gives me mixed signals about getting a car.

The other day, she was like "It'll be good if you drive next year." (She was referring to how close the parking lot is to my dorm.) In my head, I thought that she was basically telling me that I'll have that option next year because I'll have a car by the time school starts. But then, on Sunday, she was like, "You should look up the closest bus station. In case you want to come home during the week and no one can pick you up." WHAT THE FUCK. Why the hell would you infer to me that I will have the option of parking at school, but then tell me to look up the fucking bus station? By the way, the closest bus station is 15 minutes away; there's no goddamn way that I'm walking 15 minutes to the damn bus station. I WOULD STILL HAVE TO BE FUCKING PICKED UP AT THE BUS STATION WHEN I ARRIVE.

That shit pisses me off.

I mean, just let me know if I can expect a car for graduation or whatever, or if I should save up my money to get one during the summer. Regardless of what happens, I'm going to get a car this summer. I WILL NOT go another year without having my own car. It sucks so bad.

I just really need to get away from the tyranny of my parents. Don't get me wrong, they are good parents, but they piss me off constantly. My mom particularly. She is so against almost EVERYTHING I want to do. It bothers me so much. I just wish she would allow me to do what I want. This is why I had to sneak to get my lip pierced, because she didn't want me to. I don't want to have to sneak around to do stuff, but she forces me to by not letting me do anything. Frankly, I'm surprised that I'm allowed to go to college in a city that's an hour and a half away.

Here's my situation.
Even though I'm the middle child, I'm the golden child.
It's not as good as you'd think.
I have such a tight leash on, and my mom wants to go EVERYWHERE with me.
I'll have to ask her to drive her car, and then she says that SHE'LL GO WITH ME.
She NEVER does that or did that to my brother. I HATE IT. WITH A PASSION.

It's going to be so great when I get my car.
I'm going to be gone all day and come back really late.
Just because I can.
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