fml.

I really need to contemplate my life.

Today I saw something that made me realize just how miserably terrible I am at anything romantic.

This guy that works with me, who is crazy by the way, has a new girlfriend.

HE JUST FUCKING HAD A DIFFERENT ONE LESS THAN TWO WEEKS AGO.
WHAT THE FUCK!?

Why in the hell haven't I found anyone?
Maybe I'm just super unattractive or something, but it has been this way since forever.
I honestly don't know what the problem is. Do I have a scrambly face or something? Am I uber fat or smelly or something? I have NO idea.

For some dumb reason, I am not attractive at my high school, but in the real world, I am I guess.
I always seem to get the most creeper guys to hit on me or outright stare at me. It was flattering at first, but now it's just creepy beyond all reason.
Does that make any fucking sense at all?
No, it does not.


The only real flaw that I can think of is that I don't really socialize as much as I could in school. But I really don't care about 75% of my school or what they think.
It's not that I have a bad personality, I just don't feel like talking to people because I hate people. Seriously. I hate people.

Whatever. I just need to focus on AP exams and graduating. Then I'm done with high school.

God damn it can't come soon enough.